i have been thinking quite alot lately..

cny is definately a good pitstop to rest, to think, to strategise.

this cny.. i really got to see many kinds of people.

i see worldly people whose thoughts are only in this world chasing after status, reputation, recognition, the money of this world, going relationships after relationships.

i feel for them. i really do.

perhaps, i'm chasing something different. perhaps, people might see me and laugh. but i know my thoughts are different from them, i know my heart carry a burden for others.

i want to grow because i want the growth. i put my hope in things not seen, i won't sway by what i see and be distracted or discouraged.

i believe we can stay in this house till we grow old, do you believe it as well?


jem